in a basketball game
players work hard to
watch the moving screen
and in the
game of life the screen works too
as we watch the fecund mother-to-be
carry
the precious round ball of life in her belly
we oogle and shower and grin at the hunky-doryness
and when the ball hits the real world
the bouncing
beautiful
baby
beatifies
us
shows us what miracle looks like
and oh oh oh
we remember the miracle
and then whoa
we forget the pressure to perform
we fail to screen the mother
for overwhelmingness
fastidiousness anxiety depression
a rim of pain
now known as maternal mental illness
because
we expect her to work full-time
excel at her job
breastfeed till the cows came home
cook and clean
and oh take care of the Daddy too
he has needs dontcha know
and she keeps up
dribbling
bounce passing
jump shooting
bypassing sleep (can’t sleep anyway)
a hook shot here
a free throw there
though nothing’s free
because maternal leave costs money dontcha know
how can you expect to stay home
and be a momma for a year or two
do nothing but raise a child
and get some sleep and
be lovin’
on the baby’s father
when there’s other work to do
and that’s why she runs laps
keeps up
because that’s what mothers do
dontcha know
until they don’t
until they go crazy